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Bastards

Wow, nextblogworld.net sucks.

Dude, bastards. I wrote that content, NOT YOU.

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Wow, this last week has been out of control for me. I had to go off the Welbutrin because of the cost and fell into a pretty deep black hole of self pity and sadness. But, I think I’m pulling out of it.

(Dear me, stop hating yourself for no good reason. Love, me)

Since I quit smoking 2 1/2 weeks ago, I have only gained 2 lbs! WOO! And, now that I’ve gained back almost all of the weight I lost in Austin since I quit my office job there. WOO! Part 2!

Well, that’s kindof a lie. I’m still 15 lbs down from my initial “start” weight, but I lost about 40, all things considered. And I was only like 10 or 15 lbs away from my goal. DAMNIT! So, now I’m like 30 or 35 lbs away from my goal again.

So, now that my head is a bit better now than it was, I can talk about my weight loss goals without the self-depreciation of “GOD! I HATE MYSELF!” because apparently people don’t want to read that. And, they’ll use that kind of talk against me later even though this is MY blog and I’ll write about whatever the fuck I want… well, almost whatever the fuck I want. (Oh, I’m sorry, I’m still pissed off about whoever was watching my site with an IP blocker, because I’m 99% sure I know who it is, and I really want that person to get the fuck out of my life. Because that person is a fucking bitch and has made it her personal mission to make me miserable. That’s right, I said it. Woman who knows who she is, you’re a FUCKING BITCH. Stay away, kthanksbai.)

Anyways. Some people may yell at me for this, but… I’m gonna try the slimfast thing. It’ll help me actually have a breakfast and lunch, which will most likely keep me from binging late at night. WOO! I love my late night binging habits.  They make you feel so awesome when you step on the scale in the morning.

This was a sarcastic / slightly bitter entry. Cool. Sorry ’bout that.

The moral of the story? If I follow a “healthy” weight loss regime (1 – 2 lbs a week), I might be able to be at my goal before the summer starts. That would be cool.